Monday, October 16, 2006'♥
hmmm..... talking to wayne. we talk about thing found i lost alot of my dreams, hope, will to go on and staff hmm...... think the past me will be very worry, but now i just dont care. donno can say she really have change me in someways or another anyway that is not importon now cos she have move on and so should i lol lame. hmmm....... 1 take a long time 2 still ok 3 donno but hard to get through, everytime that happened i change alot alot but wat to do ppl change to be better me just getting worst anyway nvm about that now its over and done 4 lol hahahaha hmm..... donno how long will i get back some of myself hmm...... its a been along time since i see them hmmm.... maybe take time go find them if they want hehehehehe..... hmmm... when doing cannot feel the pain only after that when the efact come around then feel the pain dam why i so slow, this thing about feeling i really is slow sa alwasy so slow in feeling things, maybe cos i have change to be a heardless person thats why lol it not what i think is a feel that i am sure of. anyway so thing is better left there untouch till later time to talk about hehehehe like some of them aready take out talk to them liao feel much better hehehehe i clear then another come so like no change sian donno when can clear and stop it sian anyway just hope i faster get it over if not i think going to be a really hard time going on like this sian k full of pain and stress going to sleep soon tc and be happy done be like me hahahahahaha ERNEST= HEARDLESS AND USELESS
