Friday, December 29, 2006'♥
hmmmmm i donno its been 4 months since our brack up hmmmmm it feels like its been a long time, but its also feels like it onlt happened last week -_-''' i donno maybe i stay at home for too long start thinking back on wat i have done this year hmmmmm. this year nth much, just make ppl heart me, make ppl lost trest in me, lost my love 1, friends all got lots of things happened too, hmmmm this year is a bad year for me and my friends funny i donno why like that.
sometimes i think of wat harold says (when a bad boy wants to change, no 1 will belive him.) is it truth ??? who knows??? but i understands why he says that,i really do...... it also seems like wat ever things i want to do will end up wrong but i dont want to gave up, i have been gaving up on alot of things or runing away from some.... i dont want to do so anymore runing away just make me feel happy for a short time but in the long run its make me tired andi dont want to carry this around all the time its very tireing.... so i descited to face everything if i can i will finish up some things but i know something cannot be done and it will alwast be keep in somewhere in me....
hmmmmm this year is coming to an end, who know wat is going to happened next year???? just hope it will be a better 1. wishing every 1 a happy new year and all the best news year.... do your best
Thursday, December 28, 2006'♥
hmmm 2day so sian, go bike fail nvm some more rain so sian wa so sian sa wear the raincote so hot sa dam la then got home bath then go sleep hahahaha cos raining sa so nice to sleep hahahaha then sleep till 7++ then call harold then later do my own thing then sian now doing nth wat to do sian maybe going sleep soon
Monday, December 25, 2006'♥
hahahaha hmmm eve of x-mas go out with long and bear go lot1 buy things for them hahahaha cos later they got party wat so buy lo hahahaha. then later i at 4++ go find my sis at tiong bahru wa there alot of ppl donno do wat sa maybe cos eve la then we walk walk then later meet my mother then go find my anuties hahahaha then eat. wa the place got boll room wa then we eat eat then also can go dance wa so fan hahahahaha i also go got dance hahahaha but donno how to dance ask ppl teach hahahahaha then half way yan call say something happened then i was very worry sa donno wat to do then donno should left ma but laucky she with her friends and also going to 1 of their house so i feel more relax then ok gd after the dinner i went to long house eat somemore and we play ma jon till morning ...
then 2day i morning 7++ go home change, bath then go out go yan house pass her thing hahahahaha then we go harold new house talk letter but dont have wast my time. then we go stand there party hehehehe then i 2+++ left cos got thing with my sis again hahahahaha go watch movie hahahaha then just came back not long again now worry 4 yan donno want to call her ma sad
Sunday, December 24, 2006'♥
wa sian this year is a very shit year alot of things happened and it really sux. just hope next year will be a better 1, and by the way wishing every 1 a happy x-mas you have fun friends
Thursday, December 21, 2006'♥
hmmmmm to day wake up qin hahahaha then nvm la still ok but a bit tired lol, then go online talking lo then later talk to karen cos long time nv see her liao hahahahaha then afternoon got sleep then my sis call ask me to help her take things sian lol ok lo nvm lo then meet her 6.30 at redhill mrt lol. that bring 4 her still say me sian sa nvm lo the meet my mother go eat then go houspiter hahahaha dont worry la just check up only la. finish aready we take bus go home on the way harold call me so we talk till i reach interchange lo hahahaha that is around 11++ then reach home. hmmm tml meet yan abit scare donno wat to do sa dam la hahahaha k tml see wat happened then tell you all k hahahahaha
Tuesday, December 19, 2006'♥
wa 2day so sian rain the whole day so shit sa. hmmm morning wake up saw qin msg hahahaha ok then call her, she say on way to work ok then nvm i go back sleep. then later 10++ wayne ask me go denter with him so ok lo then i ask gela go also, then befor i reach he finish liao sian sa nvm faster walk there then meet up liao wait for gela then we go eat pata hahahaha then still raining so go my house hehehehehe. then at here we play eat, talk, sleep, watch tv hahahahaha then at nite my father came back then sa say call devlive wa pizzar somemore wa dam la ok lo hahahaha then i call then make us wait 1 hr 30 min sa shit them la hahahahaha then i talk to karen long time nv see liao miss her hahahahaha then talk talk found out, we left her out on alot of things so since i also now nth to do i call my friends to check wat is happening lo then talk talk half way she say go bath then go work so ok lo, then i also send my friends they all home, hahahaha friest my father drive them back, then go back i take over hahahaha we go driver around so fun sa but sian cos raining very heavy so cannot see much but still fun hahahahaha then drive till 12++ then come back hahahahaha then now just found out yan yan crying donno 4 wat. she say dont call her so i did not but i very worry sa dam feel like call taxi go or drive there shit dam sa
Monday, December 18, 2006'♥
dam 2day those stupit ass ppl bluff me again say meet 8.30 all later dam la i wake up 7.10 then get ready go out on the train i keep calling them all ass la still sleeping sa ass them then i really 8.30 reach harold house dam la his whold family sleeping no 1 wake up sa dam la ass, so i wait lo sian wait for 1 hr sa sian nvm lo then willie pick up say just wake up sian then so i and harold got eat breakfast first then also wait 4 them then later willie come then stan then wake up sian nvm lo wait 4 him also hahahaha all make me wait sa sian sa. then at 11+ we start work hahahahaha start painting harolds house hahahahaha. wa we paint paint till 10++ say wa hard work that 2 stupit harold and willie dont help much till after stan go sian sa so i did most of the thing lo hahahahaha then just got back take taxi sian hahahahaha but not i pay hahahahaha dam last week help stand move house then 2day help harold paint house dam somemore not finish sa shit donno wat to do hahahahaha but we are happy that we finish wat we plan 4 the day hahahaha
Thursday, December 14, 2006'♥
hahahaha today i go sch okok then after class meet gela go FC1 eat lunch wa there the ppl a bit dfiience sa hmmm i like sa hahahaha, then we go lilbera watch 1 liter of tears watch till want to cry sa hahahahaha then wa late liao faster pack up go bbdc drive sa, cos i was late then i walk to bbdc wa so far sa hahahaha then reach there ok la then drive outside. we doing right turn then turn turn then got 1 thim near CDANS there i also got bang by another car sa wa scare sa. think cos he was looking at the van that turn into my lean OMG very close sa a bit more sure bang the sa wa then ok nvm we gave way lo, then i start thinking of yan sa wa i donno why just keep thinking of her wa.next we turn back to BBDC then going in that time i almost bang a car inside sa wa again my turn wa the i start think i should look after her more sa wa first time i drive i think about her wa i donno why also sian. after that i go 4 1 more lesson this time do U-turn and slop hahahahaha then U-turn here U-turn there wa sian sa i also think about her how is she wat ever sa then turn hahahaha like nv care the other cars sa MY ROAD sa hahahahaha then got a fews time almost bang the side sa hahahaha dont care la just go hahahahahahaha then go back still pass all hahahahaha funny sa hahahahahaha hmmmmm but i now miss her alot alot alot ALOT.......
ps-hey if you hear that BBDC got ppl bang ha maybe not me cos i dont think i got so sia the la k, mostly if got is i plan the la hehehehehehe
Monday, December 11, 2006'♥
sunday, sat sleep at 3++ then sunday wake up at 6++ then go back sleep then work up by my mother at 8++ sian hahahaha nvm. then we play game see ppl talk talk at my house till 2++ go boon lay meet willie friend got buy things at town then later at around 6++ i left them go bugis find wayne they all eat dinner cos is kok kok birthday so must go hahahahaha, then on the wat saw jamie wat so lucky hahahaha, then we eat soal garund wtf $25 so exp sa sian nv lo then eat eat then go walk walk then go arcade play game hahahaha play the plane 1 wa nice sa hahahaha feel like playing more hahahaha then later we see 1 guy play house of the dead4 wa he so pro all the lvl S rank sa wa like god sa hahahahaha but my friend think he use cheat hahahahaha no la just jk jk la hahahaha then we go home sleep cos i tired hehehehe
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hahahaha sat morning i work up at 745 then wa late meeting willie they all at 830 amk mrt shit faster change and get moving out. then on the way willine and harold call say then just work up wtf then i go so early for wat. then nvm lo kk then wast msging yan hehehehe then she cannot sleep so i call her talk hahahaha then she pai me to stand house then she go sleep hahahaha thx yan hehehehe sry to disturd you sleep sry hahahahaha. then at there at around 1000 then they all come then we go eat brestfest then go back help move thing hahahahaha. hahahaha we move things down then to lorry then drive to another block then move up sian so heavy and tired so long nv move house liao hahahahaha then we work till 3++ then go stanleys aunts house eat then we go vivo find friend eat hahahaha. at there meet loon hahahahaha 1yr 8moth nv seen them liao so many thing to talk about. it seems like alot of things happened when i was not with them sian sa.then we go walk walk then they go home then we wait of our friends to off work then we go home together hahahahaha then they come my house sleep hahahahaha
Thursday, December 07, 2006'♥
this few days i have been going crasy at nite when i think about her hahahahaha mad till gela was very worry hahahahaha but after i sleep ok aready but got head ace hahahahaha, nvm that hmmm this few days was worry about her cos she like got so things worrying her and i want to be there for her but i dont dare cos i was worry i donno wat just scare or something hmmm. then 2day i wake up at 6am just to check then found out really something happened and i was not there, i think even i was there she also wont tell me anything hmmmmm....... sian then i was very worry cannot sleep aready...... then well like talking to ppl but all sleeping i think so i dont want to disturd them sob sob sian, i fell i got alot of things want to say but i think its not the time, so nvm i see how. but anyway i just feel scare to call you not that i dont want hehehehehe i also donno why hahahahaha maybe is cos i love you too much and scare of herting you somemore. sry hahahaha ;P hmmmmm
ps: this intry will be reupdate
Tuesday, December 05, 2006'♥
hmmmm tell you some thing saterday i was at me friends house, friday sleep at 4 ++ then around noon i wen to willie house then at the found out she angry the i dun dare to contact her then i wait till late then msg her then ok liao then i go sleep the 30min later wake up again cannot sleep much sian then call harold come then wait 4 him the 10++ go eat dinner then go find stan go drink hehehehe cos sat he spoil then think sian nvm so sunday make up hahahahaha then we drink till 3 hahahaha at there i thought of bring her that with me to there but sad sian sob sob, then we went to stan there. hear his house the s11 there eat then got 1 group of ppl(around 14++) there nvm we do our thing, we eat and talk then later they come over look look then sit beside us dam sa..... we not mood still want to make us dam sa. then we dont like then move off then they follow us we walk quite far they also follow. the call us too stop at first but we dont care them then they call me cos i holding a botter then i dont care also then later stan stop then we all stop look at them see wat they want then they all find harold fault then nvm dont dare to look at the rest of us surely is aim him the dam them then we not happy aready all feel like bitting ppl liao very. then lucky stan friends(5 ppl i think) follow up those ppl the save us hehehehehe then ask us faster go, he take over there then hahahaha see they all scare of stan friend so funny hahahahha small kids hahahahaha so young still want to find fault ass them. if fight donno who get hurt more. so we go off then go stan house sleep then also nv sleep mush sian sa
Saturday, December 02, 2006'♥
hey yan you better wat you promise and treasure it.. that pig its all of left of me inside and you are welcome i enjoyself there but sad la k muackz hahahaha. well crying will feel better but i dont wish to cry that dayk hahahaha. anything i will let you know ok but you also if anything letme know k you better you promise that too hahahahaha i'll always be there fer u... if u wanna cry just cry i will always lend u my shoulder.. cos its yours ones and will alwast be. I still treat u as my best friend and others hehehehehe you sill still be in me family k dont forget that k we are family k muackz. remember to be happy always... dont be sad and regret.. just be happy k and smile for me k muackz. k this incident is not a terrible mistake.. it is something i will learn from and will not repeat it again.. be happy with him k take care my friend.. i'll never forget you..alwast in my heart, mind and soel.... alwast muackz
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yesterday i went to suntact for yan birthday party hahaha i and ck plan to bulff her out then i surprised her hahahaha and she really sully hahaha so cute hahaha come out still donno i walk behide her hahahaha so cute hahaha then i gave her her present hahaha then we go a place call marche wa so exp sa there nvm lo for her anything hahahaha then later we walk walk then i and her go play game then the rest go off liao then see tell me she got a bf, is that morning start the sian i so sad to hear that but cannot show out sick then nvm go off that time see go walk walk some more then see i keyboard then she like then i buy for her hahahaha see she so happy i also happy hahahaha then we wait taxi cos she need to go home early and her lag pain then wait very long also, so we call to book taxi then in taxi i got cry abit behide her hahahaha then she say me sad sad hahahaha then when reach her house i send her to the gate then i see her go up. then i go busstop, at there i really dont feel like going home really really sad dam then meet willie them go eat mac at raffice place hahaha lame wait 4 stanley wait till 4 then go his house cos got something wrong hahaha long story then overall i enjoy myself hahaha love you yan muackz
