Thursday, November 30, 2006'♥
hmmm this few days i got this feeling that she have move on, hmmm this is a gd thing i think but it feels sad inside sad but wat to do hmmm it really feels like no 1 is that anymore i really feels lonely sad but its ok have to get use to it. nv try to do so much 4 some1 befor but it turns out like that wat to do seems like i lack of this this type of thing dam sometimes i really feel like digging everything out of you and see wat is going on but yet cannot sian wawt to do died with it then. anyway now there is nth much i can do sad
Tuesday, November 28, 2006'♥
hmmm wat to do sian tired, wat is wrong really miss you alot
Tuesday, November 21, 2006'♥
sad ha thought we can be happy together but end up like this why why is it really what i do wat is it wat i say or have not done why why why....... i really donno wat is going on all i can say is that i love you alwast you will alwast be in my heart and mind that will alwast a place in my heart 4 you, but now all i can do is to care for you as a friend and remenber the happy times we had sob sob....... hope then you are happy this way and i will still change.... hope 1 day you will feel that i have change then we can try it again but i think i am thinking too much, and i think you are worrying too much relax la anyway
ps- tc, love you, alwast be there for you, hope you all happy alwast muackz......
Monday, November 20, 2006'♥
hmmm friday i went to steamboat with alan wayne kok kim gela and siwei.
then we went to Clarke Quay there the pub & bar but too many ppl the go TCC first
then at 1++ we went back go this bar call eski bar. then later we go find siwei and wayne at 1 ktv bar then go in sit sit then
we went off go take NR go off i go kim house with wayne and gela then kok alan and siwei go home hehehehe. at there i cannot sleep cos they all making alot of noice the i cannot sleep then at 11++ all go sleep but my friend harold keep calling then sian lol nvm that say meet at nite then ok lo since they all call then i go then go harold house first then go meet stand then go eat prata hahaha at serangoon there then eat till 1++ take taxi home hmmm $20 sian cos got send harold home also hahahaha sian ...
Sunday, November 12, 2006'♥
hmmm friday morning i feel like meeting her but end up we have a fight sad then my whold day was like shit nvm then at nite meet harold and willie go stan house overnite really feel like seening her but... but.... i donno la then end up both late shit them la then nvm go mac eat then at there eat and lught lo talk about t
hings hmmm.... then later karen came with her bf then we all walk to stan there meet him then go his house, at there we talk somemore cos long time nv all sit down and talk liao so talk lo hahahaha then willie and harold got friendster see gals hahahahaha, finish talking i felt that we all are going throught a hard time this year sad really sad but wat to do sian wat a bad year sian, then sleep at 4. then next day 7++ wake up get ready go sentosa hahahahaha then late take taxi hahahaha,then she call say watn to go wild wild wet but cannot cos at sento. sa liao but i really want to go with her sad nvm, that moning gd weather play till we all mad hahahaha but going to afternoon raining shit rain stop then rain again sian in the rain 4 more then 2++hr sian sa then i start to think of her again wish she was there with me but luacky no cos i think she will become mad waiting for the rain to stop hahahahaha, then we go vivo city cos harold willie and stan nv go before hahahaha then go walk walk lo then all go home hahahahaha
Friday, November 10, 2006'♥
why why why like that why when i want to really do something it alwast failt the why why like that why dam la somethimes i really donno why i am still doing it but i really want to
Wednesday, November 08, 2006'♥
hmmm 2day wake up very early then sit at my com then become mad really mad and worry hmmm then call ppl hehehe then call gela then she just get to bed hehehe i think she think i mad aready call me go sleep hehehehe, then go to amk study then go meet wayne they all eat mac then walk the pa sa ma lam hehehehe then go home. hmmm 2nite must sleep early tired then tml go CMPB with wayne cos he got checkup sian meeting at 7 dam shit sa better go sleep liao nite nite
Tuesday, November 07, 2006'♥
hmmm sometimes i feel that wat i am doing not is juat a wast of my time but is it really ma, how know??? hmmm i just cannot put her aside and all the other things that pop out is really killing me, it is make me going mad thing i need to go destress 1 day hmmm donno when that will happened hmmm sian wat to do now going to exam and i am still her think about her and others thing dam. think 4 the sick of myself, her and my friends i have to study hard
Monday, November 06, 2006'♥
sian past fews day very busy with sch, with friends, with ite friends, really is keep myself really busy even go driving hmmm sian really sian wat to do now of day live is just to boring sian somemore this week e-learning week stay at home study but i donno wat to study and wat to do sian then next week exam sian really donno sian. 1 bad news my gd friend want to quit sch dam him la left afew months dam sa then left me alone outside now all goin army dam sa. then some now cannot understand wat the teaching then really dont feel like studing also dam la hmmm but i donno want like that but really no feel liao sian then some more this fews weeks got alot of thing happened sian really is sian till i some times feel like i got depression dam donno really got anot la wat ever la sian then most like that lol hmmmm sian donno wat she do and thinking hmmm i also donno wat to do hmmm sian ha ok la. just want to thx some friends 4 being there 4 me and all the best 4 some other friends who are having a hard time hmmmm think thats all work hard and stay happy k jia yu hahahaha
then at 1++ we went back go this bar call eski bar. then later we go find siwei and wayne at 1 ktv bar then go in sit sit then
we went off go take NR go off i go kim house with wayne and gela then kok alan and siwei go home hehehehe. at there i cannot sleep cos they all making alot of noice the i cannot sleep then at 11++ all go sleep but my friend harold keep calling then sian lol nvm that say meet at nite then ok lo since they all call then i go then go harold house first then go meet stand then go eat prata hahaha at serangoon there then eat till 1++ take taxi home hmmm $20 sian cos got send harold home also hahahaha sian ...
hings hmmm.... then later karen came with her bf then we all walk to stan there meet him then go his house, at there we talk somemore cos long time nv all sit down and talk liao so talk lo hahahaha then willie and harold got friendster see gals hahahahaha, finish talking i felt that we all are going throught a hard time this year sad really sad but wat to do sian wat a bad year sian, then sleep at 4. then next day 7++ wake up get ready go sentosa hahahahaha then late take taxi hahahaha,then she call say watn to go wild wild wet but cannot cos at sento. sa liao but i really want to go with her sad nvm, that moning gd weather play till we all mad hahahaha but going to afternoon raining shit rain stop then rain again sian in the rain 4 more then 2++hr sian sa then i start to think of her again wish she was there with me but luacky no cos i think she will become mad waiting for the rain to stop hahahahaha, then we go vivo city cos harold willie and stan nv go before hahahaha then go walk walk lo then all go home hahahahaha