Saturday, October 21, 2006'♥
then later i call her friend again then ok talk then saw her msn she ok the i was happy but still feeling mix up dam then i talk some more the ok let her go sleep then i go check her blog again i found out that it is still no over dam i really scare sa wat will happened to her dam very then call again she nv pick think dont want to talk to me nvm msn her then she reply say, ask me dont msg or call her dam i felt really sad but wat to do ok have to do ask she ask, so now i really feel all mix up, i really make me think maybe its better that i stop contacting her for a long long time maybe its better this way, dam i really donno dam why things have to end up like that dam. it seems like wat ever things that i really want to do with all my heart will alwast end up like that its really sux i hate myself for this dam alwast bring bad things to those i love and care 4 dam dam dam why like that all i do is alwast bring pain and heur to them why. think its another nite cannot sleep again dam
