Friday, December 29, 2006'♥
hmmmmm i donno its been 4 months since our brack up hmmmmm it feels like its been a long time, but its also feels like it onlt happened last week -_-''' i donno maybe i stay at home for too long start thinking back on wat i have done this year hmmmmm. this year nth much, just make ppl heart me, make ppl lost trest in me, lost my love 1, friends all got lots of things happened too, hmmmm this year is a bad year for me and my friends funny i donno why like that.
sometimes i think of wat harold says (when a bad boy wants to change, no 1 will belive him.) is it truth ??? who knows??? but i understands why he says that,i really do...... it also seems like wat ever things i want to do will end up wrong but i dont want to gave up, i have been gaving up on alot of things or runing away from some.... i dont want to do so anymore runing away just make me feel happy for a short time but in the long run its make me tired andi dont want to carry this around all the time its very tireing.... so i descited to face everything if i can i will finish up some things but i know something cannot be done and it will alwast be keep in somewhere in me....
hmmmmm this year is coming to an end, who know wat is going to happened next year???? just hope it will be a better 1. wishing every 1 a happy new year and all the best news year.... do your best