Monday, January 15, 2007'♥
hmmm just now when coming back on the train i saw a malay, she sit infrone of me. at first nth, i was listening to my MP3 then i saw her hand got cuts, alot of them..... i remember somethings then i feel like sad wanted to cry but i tell myself cannot but i really heart inside, but wat can i do just feel that way. when reach bt batok i get off then walk home then i thought about things it seems that there is nth left in me, nth in the ferture, just feel emtpy inside really nth left..... every i tell myself to belive there will be something but its all a lie there is really emtpy, i can feel but life still have to go on so all i am left is a emtpy me and nth elas.... wat is the point in beliveing in something when you know its not point, i donno just try to make myself happy but deep inside i knoe i am lieing to myself there is nth left nth...... i know there is no point in beliving and hoping anymore cos i am powerless.....
